Sunday, January 15, 2012

Remember the Time

Does anyone remember the time when they were little kids? Do you remember the time when u could play in the sand box and be okay with getting out being dirty? Do you remember the time you didn't care you were being disrespectful to you parental/guardians?

Well, i have realized that a lot of the attitudes that these children have been having with me are the same things i used to struggle with as a child. Rolling my eyes, not listening, pretending i am ignoring the one who is giving the orders, not doing or trying my best at something, etc.

Yes yes i know some of you might be saying no i never did these but really truly think back.
Now look at where you are now and see how far you have come from such and attitude. Such a small look at life...Let's be real we still might have attitudes but we have changed as we have grown. We have changed physically, mentally and spiritually.

Ever since i was a little girl i wanted to be someone great, someone that changed the world. That is one of the many reasons i am wanting to become a Nurse. Someone who will help people with all their strength until there is none to give. That IS the person i want to be. I want to save lives. I want to be that person that the family thanks for doing all you could. "Thank you for saving my loved ones life."are the words i want to hear. I want to be THAT person.

All my life i wanted to be that person but i have always felt not good enough. I have always felt below par with everything in my life. Sports, school, playing my violin. Always feeling too big for my jeans, always to freckly, always to pimply, always too out going, always having a short temper, and sometimes even being too out spoken...

Well i have come to realize GOD made me this way...I have to learn to love me for me...with all the defects and all the blemishes in my character...God loves me and I love Him...

I hope and pray that all of you guys who read will realize God made you this way so you can fall in Love with yourself...Everyday. Everyday you find out something new about yourself, you can fall in love all over again. I Pray that for all of you...

Kellie


Kiswahili Lesson of the Day:

Acha!- (command) quit it


God made all things bright and beautiful,
All creatures great and small.